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1From fairest creatures we desire increase,
2That thereby beauty's rose might never die,
3But as the riper should by time decease
4His tender heir might bear his memory:
5But thou, contracted to thine own bright eyes,
6Feed'st thy light's flame with self-substantial fuel,
7Making a famine where abundance lies,
8Thyself thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel.
9Thou that art now the world's fresh ornament,
10And only herald to the gaudy spring,
11Within thine own bud buriest thy content,
12And, tender churl, mak'st waste in niggarding.
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16When forty winters shall besiege thy brow,
17And dig deep trenches in thy beauty's field,
18Thy youth's proud livery, so gazed on now,
19Will be a tattered weed of small worth held:
20Then being asked, where all thy beauty lies,
21Where all the treasure of thy lusty days,
22To say, within thine own deep-sunken eyes,
23Were an all-eating shame, and thriftless praise.
24How much more praise deserved thy beauty's use
25If thou couldst answer, "This fair child of mine
26Shall sum my count, and make my old excuse,"
27Proving his beauty by succession thine.
28 This were to be new made when thou art old,
29 And see thy blood warm when thou feel'st it cold.
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31Look in thy glass, and tell the face thou viewest,
32Now is the time that face should form another,
33Whose fresh repair, if now thou not renewest,
34Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother.
35For where is she so fair whose uneared womb
36Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry?
37Or who is he so fond will be the tomb
38Of his self-love, to stop posterity?
39Thou art thy mother's glass, and she in thee
40Calls back the lovely April of her prime;
41So thou through windows of thine age shalt see,
42Despite of wrinkles, this thy golden time.
43 But if thou live remembered not to be,
44 Die single, and thine image dies with thee.
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46Unthrifty loveliness, why dost thou spend
47Upon thyself thy beauty's legacy?
48Nature's bequest gives nothing, but doth lend,
49And, being frank, she lends to those are free.
50Then, beauteous niggard, why dost thou abuse
51The bounteous largesse given thee to give?
52Profitless usurer, why dost thou use
53So great a sum of sums, yet canst not live?
54For having traffic with thyself alone,
55Thou of thyself thy sweet self dost deceive;
56Then how, when nature calls thee to be gone,
57What acceptable audit canst thou leave?
58 Thy unused beauty must be tombed with thee,
59 Which used, lives th'executor to be.
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61Those hours that with gentle work did frame
62The lovely gaze where every eye doth dwell
63Will play the tyrants to the very same,
64And that unfair which fairly doth excel.
65For never-resting time leads summer on
66To hideous winter, and confounds him there,
67Sap checked with frost and lusty leaves quite gone,
68Beauty o'er-snowed and bareness everywhere;
69Then were not summer's distillation left
70A liquid prisoner pent in walls of glass,
71Beauty's effect with beauty were bereft,
72Nor it, nor no remembrance what it was.
73 But flowers distilled, though they with winter meet,
74 Lose but their show; their substance still lives sweet.
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76Then let not winter's ragged hand deface
77In thee thy summer ere thou be distilled:
78Make sweet some vial; treasure thou some place
79With beauty's treasure ere it be self-killed.
80That use is not forbidden usury
81Which happies those that pay the willing loan;
82That's for thyself to breed another thee,
83Or ten times happier be it ten for one;
84Ten times thyself were happier than thou art,
85If ten of thine ten times refigured thee;
86Then what could death do if thou shouldst depart,
87Leaving thee living in posterity?
88 Be not self-willed, for thou art much too fair
89 To be death's conquest and make worms thine heir.
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91Lo, in the Orient when the gracious light
92Lifts up his burning head, each under eye
93Doth homage to his new-appearing sight,
94Serving with looks his sacred majesty;
95And having climbed the steep-up heavenly hill,
96Resembling strong youth in his middle age,
97Yet mortal looks adore his beauty still,
98Attending on his golden pilgrimage:
99But when from highmost pitch with weary car,
100Like feeble age he reeleth from the day,
101The eyes, fore-duteous, now converted are
102From his low tract, and look another way:
103 So thou, thyself out-going in thy noon,
104 Unlooked on diest, unless thou get a son.
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106Music to hear, why hear'st thou music sadly?
107Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy;
108Why lov'st thou that which thou receiv'st not gladly,
109Or else receiv'st with pleasure thine annoy?
110If the true concord of well-tunèd sounds
111By unions married, do offend thine ear,
112They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds
113In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear:
114Mark how one string, sweet husband to another,
115Strikes each in each by mutual ordering,
116Resembling sire, and child, and happy mother,
117Who all in one, one pleasing note do sing:
118 Whose speechless song being many, seeming one,
119 Sings this to thee: 'Thou single wilt prove none.'
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121Is it for fear to wet a widow's eye
122That thou consum'st thyself in single life?
123Ah, if thou issueless shalt hap to die,
124The world will wail thee like a mateless wife;
125The world will be thy widow, and still weep
126That thou no form of thee hast left behind,
127When every private widow well may keep,
128By children's eyes, her husband's shape in mind:
129Look what an unthrift in the world doth spend,
130Shifts but his place, for still the world enjoys it;
131But beauty's waste hath in the world an end,
132And kept unused the user so destroys it:
133 No love toward others in that bosom sits
134 That on himself such murd'rous shame commits.
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136For shame deny that thou bear'st love to any,
137Who for thyself art so unprovident.
138Grant, if thou wilt, thou art beloved of many,
139But that thou none lov'st is most evident:
140For thou art so possessed with murd'rous hate,
141That 'gainst thyself thou stick'st not to conspire,
142Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate
143Which to repair should be thy chief desire:
144Oh, change thy thought, that I may change my mind;
145Shall hate be fairer lodged than gentle love?
146Be as thy presence is, gracious and kind,
147Or to thyself at least kind-hearted prove;
148 Make thee another self for love of me,
149 That beauty still may live in thine or thee.
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151As fast as thou shalt wane, so fast thou grow'st
152In one of thine, from that which thou departest;
153And that fresh blood which youngly thou bestow'st
154Thou mayst call thine, when thou from youth convertest.
155Herein lives wisdom, beauty, and increase;
156Without this, folly, age, and cold decay.
157If all were minded so, the times should cease,
158And threescore year would make the world away:
159Let those whom nature hath not made for store,
160Harsh, featureless, and rude, barrenly perish;
161Look whom she best endowed, she gave the more;
162Which bounteous gift thou shouldst in bounty cherish:
163 She carved thee for her seal, and meant thereby
164 Thou shouldst print more, not let that copy die.
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166When I do count the clock that tells the time,
167And see the brave day sunk in hideous night;
168When I behold the violet past prime,
169And sable curls all silvered o'er with white:
170When lofty trees I see barren of leaves,
171Which erst from heat did canopy the herd,
172And summer's green all girded up in sheaves
173Borne on the bier with white and bristly beard:
174Then of thy beauty do I question make,
175That thou among the wastes of time must go,
176Since sweets and beauties do themselves forsake,
177And die as fast as they see others grow,
178 And nothing 'gainst Time's scythe can make defense,
179 Save breed, to brave him when he takes thee hence.
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181Oh that you were yourself! But, love, you are
182No longer yours than you yourself here live.
183Against this coming end you should prepare,
184And your sweet semblance to some other give.
185So should that beauty which you hold in lease
186Find no determination; then you were
187Yourself again after yourself's decease,
188When your sweet issue your sweet form should bear.
189Who lets so fair a house fall to decay,
190Which husbandry in honor might uphold
191Against the stormy gusts of winter's day
192And barren rage of death's eternal cold?
193 Oh, none but unthrifts, dear my love you know:
194 You had a father; let your son say so.
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196Not from the stars do I my judgment pluck,
197And yet methinks I have astronomy;
198But not to tell of good or evil luck,
199Of plagues, of dearths, or seasons' quality;
200Nor can I fortune to brief minutes tell,
201'Pointing to each his thunder, rain and wind,
202Or say with princes if it shall go well
203By oft predict that I in heaven find.
204But from thine eyes my knowledge I derive,
205And, constant stars, in them I read such art
206As truth and beauty shall together thrive
207If from thyself, to store thou wouldst convert:
208 Or else of thee this I prognosticate,
209 Thy end is truth's and beauty's doom and date.
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211When I consider everything that grows
212Holds in perfection but a little moment;
213That this huge stage presenteth naught but shows
214Whereon the stars in secret influence comment;
215When I perceive that men as plants increase,
216Cheered and checked even by the self-same sky,
217Vaunt in their youthful sap, at height decrease,
218And wear their brave state out of memory;
219Then the conceit of this inconstant stay
220Sets you, most rich in youth, before my sight,
221Where wasteful time debateth with decay
222To change your day of youth to sullied night;
223 And all in war with Time for love of you,
224 As he takes from you, I engraft you new.
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226But wherefore do not you a mightier way
227Make war upon this bloody tyrant, Time,
228And fortify yourself in your decay
229With means more blessed than my barren rhyme?
230Now stand you on the top of happy hours,
231And many maiden gardens, yet unset,
232With virtuous wish would bear your living flowers,
233Much liker than your painted counterfeit:
234So should the lines of life that life repair,
235Which this, Time's pencil, or my pupil pen,
236Neither in inward worth nor outward fair,
237Can make you live yourself in eyes of men.
238 To give away yourself, keeps yourself still,
239 And you must live drawn by your own sweet skill.
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241Who will believe my verse in time to come,
242If it were filled with your most high deserts?
243Though yet, heaven knows, it is but as a tomb
244Which hides your life, and shows not half your parts:
245If I could write the beauty of your eyes,
246And in fresh numbers number all your graces,
247The age to come would say, "This poet lies:
248Such heavenly touches ne'er touched earthly faces."
249So should my papers (yellowed with their age)
250Be scorned, like old men of less truth than tongue,
251And your true rights be termed a poet's rage,
252And stretchèd meter of an antique song.
253 But were some child of yours alive that time,
254 You should live twice: in it, and in my rhyme.
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256Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
257Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
258Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
259And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
260Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
261And often is his gold complexion dimmed;
262And every fair from fair sometime declines,
263By chance, or nature's changing course untrimmed:
264But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
265Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st,
266Nor shall death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
267When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st:
268 So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
269 So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
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271Devouring Time, blunt thou the lion's paws,
272And make the earth devour her own sweet brood;
273Pluck the keen teeth from the fierce tiger's jaws,
274And burn the long-lived Phoenix in her blood;
275Make glad and sorry seasons as thou fleet'st,
276And do whate'er thou wilt, swift-footed Time,
277To the wide world and all her fading sweets:
278But I forbid thee one most heinous crime,
279Oh, carve not with thy hours my love's fair brow,
280Nor draw no lines there with thine antique pen;
281Him in thy course untainted do allow
282For beauty's pattern to succeeding men.
283 Yet do thy worst, old Time: despite thy wrong,
284 My love shall in my verse ever live young.
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286A woman's face with Nature's own hand painted
287Hast thou, the master mistress of my passion;
288A woman's gentle heart, but not acquainted
289With shifting change, as is false women's fashion;
290An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling,
291Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth;
292A man in hue all hues in his controlling,
293Which steals men's eyes and women's souls amazeth;
294And for a woman wert thou first created,
295Till nature as she wrought thee fell a-doting,
296And by addition me of thee defeated,
297By adding one thing to my purpose nothing.
298 But since she pricked thee out for women's pleasure,
299 Mine be thy love, and thy love's use their treasure.
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301So is it not with me as with that Muse,
302Stirred by a painted beauty to his verse,
303Who heaven itself for ornament doth use,
304And every fair with his fair doth rehearse,
305Making a couplement of proud compare
306With sun and moon, with earth and sea's rich gems;
307With April's first-born flowers, and all things rare
308That heaven's air in this huge rondure hems.
309Oh, let me true in love but truly write,
310And then believe me: my love is as fair
311As any mother's child, though not so bright
312As those gold candles fixed in heaven's air:
313 Let them say more that like of hearsay well,
314 I will not praise, that purpose not to sell.
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316My glass shall not persuade me I am old,
317So long as youth and thou are of one date;
318But when in thee time's furrows I behold,
319Then look I death my days should expiate.
320For all that beauty that doth cover thee
321Is but the seemly raiment of my heart,
322Which in thy breast doth live, as thine in me;
323How can I then be elder than thou art?
324Oh, therefore love be of thyself so wary,
325As I not for myself, but for thee will,
326Bearing thy heart, which I will keep so chary
327As tender nurse her babe from faring ill.
328 Presume not on thy heart when mine is slain;
329 Thou gav'st me thine not to give back again.
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331As an unperfect actor on the stage,
332Who with his fear is put besides his part;
333Or some fierce thing replete with too much rage,
334Whose strength's abundance weakens his own heart;
335So I, for fear of trust, forget to say
336The perfect ceremony of love's right,
337And in mine own love's strength seem to decay,
338O'ercharged with burden of mine own love's might:
339Oh, let my books be then the eloquence,
340And dumb presagers of my speaking breast,
341Who plead for love, and look for recompense,
342More than that tongue that more hath more expressed.
343 Oh, learn to read what silent love hath writ!
344 To hear with eyes belongs to love's fine wit.
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346Mine eye hath played the painter, and hath steeled
347Thy beauty's form in table of my heart;
348My body is the frame wherein 'tis held,
349And perspective it is best painter's art;
350For through the painter must you see his skill,
351To find where your true image pictured lies,
352Which in my bosom's shop is hanging still,
353That hath his windows glazèd with thine eyes:
354Now see what good turns eyes for eyes have done:
355Mine eyes have drawn thy shape, and thine for me
356Are windows to my breast, wherethrough the sun
357Delights to peep, to gaze therein on thee;
358 Yet eyes this cunning want to grace their art:
359 They draw but what they see, know not the heart.
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361Let those who are in favor with their stars
362Of public honor and proud titles boast,
363Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars,
364Unlooked for joy in that I honor most.
365Great princes' favorites their fair leaves spread
366But as the marigold at the sun's eye,
367And in themselves their pride lies buried,
368For at a frown they in their glory die.
369The painful warrior famousèd for worth,
370After a thousand victories once foiled,
371Is from the book of honor razèd quite,
372And all the rest forgot for which he toiled:
373 Then happy I, that love and am beloved
374 Where I may not remove, nor be removed.
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376Lord of my love, to whom in vassalage
377Thy merit hath my duty strongly knit:
378To thee I send this written embassage
379To witness duty, not to show my wit;
380Duty so great, which wit so poor as mine
381May make seem bare, in wanting words to show it;
382But that I hope some good conceit of thine
383In thy soul's thought, all naked, will bestow it.
384Till whatsoever star that guides my moving
385Points on me graciously with fair aspect,
386And puts apparel on my tattered loving,
387To show me worthy of thy sweet respect:
388 Then may I dare to boast how I do love thee;
389 Till then, not show my head where thou mayst prove me.
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391Weary with toil, I haste me to my bed,
392The dear repose for limbs with travel tired;
393But then begins a journey in my head
394To work my mind, when body's work's expired;
395For then my thoughts, from far where I abide,
396Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee,
397And keep my drooping eyelids open wide,
398Looking on darkness which the blind do see;
399Save that my soul's imaginary sight
400Presents thy shadow to my sightless view,
401Which like a jewel, hung in ghastly night,
402Makes black night beauteous, and her old face new.
403 Lo, thus by day my limbs, by night my mind,
404 For thee, and for myself, no quiet find.
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406How can I then return in happy plight
407That am debarred the benefit of rest?
408When day's oppression is not eased by night,
409But day by night and night by day oppressed,
410And each, though enemies to either's reign,
411Do in consent shake hands to torture me,
412The one by toil, the other to complain
413How far I toil, still farther off from thee.
414I tell the day, to please him, thou art bright,
415And dost him grace when clouds do blot the heaven;
416So flatter I the swart-complexioned night,
417When sparkling stars twire not thou gild'st the even;
418 But day doth daily draw my sorrows longer,
419 And night doth nightly make grief's length seem stronger.
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421When in disgrace with Fortune and men's eyes
422I all alone beweep my outcast state,
423And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
424And look upon myself, and curse my fate,
425Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
426Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
427Desiring this man's art and that man's scope,
428With what I most enjoy contented least;
429Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
430Haply I think on thee, and then my state137--
431Like to the lark at break of day arising
432From sullen earth--sings hymns at heaven's gate;
433 For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings
434 That then I scorn to change my state with kings.
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436When to the sessions of sweet silent thought
437I summon up remembrance of things past,
438I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought,
439And with old woes new wail my dear time's waste;
440Then can I drown an eye, unused to flow,
441For precious friends hid in death's dateless night,
442And weep afresh love's long since cancelled woe,
443And moan th'expense of many a vanished sight.
444Then can I grieve at grievances foregone,
445And heavily from woe to woe tell o'er
446The sad account of fore-bemoaned moan,
447Which I new pay as if not paid before;
448 But if the while I think on thee, dear friend,
449 All losses are restored, and sorrows end.
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451Thy bosom is endearèd with all hearts
452Which I, by lacking, have supposèd dead;
453And there reigns love, and all love's loving parts,
454And all those friends which I thought burièd.
455How many a holy and obsequious tear
456Hath dear religious love stolen from mine eye,
457As interest of the dead, which now appear
458But things removed that hidden in thee lie.
459Thou art the grave where buried love doth live,
460Hung with the trophies of my lovers gone,
461Who all their parts of me to thee did give;
462That due of many, now is thine alone.
463 Their images I loved, I view in thee,
464 And thou, all they, hast all the all of me.
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466If thou survive my well-contented day,
467When that churl death my bones with dust shall cover,
468And shalt by fortune once more re-survey
469These poor rude lines of thy deceasèd lover:
470Compare them with the bett'ring of the time,
471And though they be outstripped by every pen,
472Reserve them for my love, not for their rhyme,
473Exceeded by the height of happier men.
474Oh, then vouchsafe me but this loving thought:
475"Had my friend's Muse grown with this growing age,
476A dearer birth than this his love had brought,
477To march in ranks of better equipage;
478 But since he died and poets better prove,
479 Theirs for their style I'll read, his for his love."
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481Full many a glorious morning have I seen
482Flatter the mountain tops with sovereign eye--
483Kissing with golden face the meadows green,
484Gilding pale streams with heavenly alchemy--
485Anon permit the basest clouds to ride,
486With ugly rack on his celestial face,
487And from the forlorn world his visage hide,
488Stealing unseen to west with this disgrace:
489Even so my sun one early morn did shine
490With all triumphant splendor on my brow;
491But out alack, he was but one hour mine,
492The region cloud hath masked him from me now.
493 Yet him for this, my love no whit disdaineth:
494 Suns of the world may stain, when heaven's sun staineth.
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496Why didst thou promise such a beauteous day,
497And make me travel forth without my cloak,
498To let base clouds o'ertake me in my way,
499Hiding thy brav'ry in their rotten smoke?
500'Tis not enough that through the cloud thou break,
501To dry the rain on my storm-beaten face,
502For no man well of such a salve can speak
503That heals the wound, and cures not the disgrace;
504Nor can thy shame give physic to my grief;
505Though thou repent, yet I have still the loss;
506Th'offender's sorrow lends but weak relief
507To him that bears the strong offence's cross.
508 Ah, but those tears are pearl which thy love sheds,
509 And they are rich, and ransom all ill deeds.
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511No more be grieved at that which thou hast done.
512Roses have thorns, and silver fountains mud;
513Clouds and eclipses stain both moon and sun,
514And loathsome canker lives in sweetest bud.
515All men make faults, and even I in this,
516Authorizing thy trespass with compare,
517Myself corrupting, salving thy amiss,
518Excusing thy sins more than thy sins are:
519For to thy sensual fault I bring in sense;
520Thy adverse party is thy advocate,
521And 'gainst myself a lawful plea commence:
522Such civil war is in my love and hate
523 That I an accessory needs must be
524 To that sweet thief which sourly robs from me.
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526Let me confess that we two must be twain,
527Although our undivided loves are one;
528So shall those blots that do with me remain,
529Without thy help, by me be borne alone.
530In our two loves there is but one respect,
531Though in our lives a separable spite;
532Which, though it alter not love's sole effect,
533Yet doth it steal sweet hours from love's delight.
534I may not evermore acknowledge thee,
535Lest my bewailed guilt should do thee shame,
536Nor thou with public kindness honor me,
537Unless thou take that honor from thy name:
538 But do not so; I love thee in such sort,
539 As thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
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541As a decrepit father takes delight
542To see his active child do deeds of youth,
543So I, made lame by Fortune's dearest spite,
544Take all my comfort of thy worth and truth.
545For whether beauty, birth, or wealth, or wit,
546Or any of these all, or all, or more,
547Entitled in thy parts, do crowned sit,
548I make my love engrafted to this store:
549So then I am not lame, poor, nor despised,
550Whilst that this shadow doth such substance give
551That I in thy abundance am sufficed,
552And by a part of all thy glory live:
553 Look what is best, that best I wish in thee;
554 This wish I have, then ten times happy me.
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556How can my Muse want subject to invent
557While thou dost breathe, that pour'st into my verse
558Thine own sweet argument, too excellent
559For every vulgar paper to rehearse?
560Oh, give thyself the thanks, if aught in me
561Worthy perusal stand against thy sight;
562For who's so dumb that cannot write to thee,
563When thou thyself dost give invention light?
564Be thou the tenth Muse, ten times more in worth
565Than those old nine which rhymers invocate;
566And he that calls on thee, let him bring forth
567Eternal numbers to outlive long date.
568 If my slight Muse do please these curious days,
569 The pain be mine, but thine shall be the praise.
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571Oh, how thy worth with manners may I sing,
572When thou art all the better part of me?
573What can mine own praise to mine own self bring,
574And what is't but mine own, when I praise thee?
575Even for this, let us divided live,
576And our dear love lose name of single one,
577That by this separation I may give
578That due to thee which thou deserv'st alone.
579O absence, what a torment wouldst thou prove,
580Were it not thy sour leisure gave sweet leave
581To entertain the time with thoughts of love,
582Which time and thoughts so sweetly dost deceive.
583 And that thou teachest how to make one twain,
584 By praising him here who doth hence remain.
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586Take all my loves, my love; yea, take them all.
587What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
588No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call;
589All mine was thine, before thou hadst this more:
590Then if for my love thou my love receivest,
591I cannot blame thee, for my love thou usest;
592But yet be blamed, if thou thyself deceivest
593By wilful taste of what thyself refusest.
594I do forgive thy robb'ry, gentle thief,
595Although thou steal thee all my poverty;
596And yet love knows it is a greater grief
597To bear love's wrong, than hate's known injury.
598 Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows,
599 Kill me with spites; yet we must not be foes.
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601Those pretty wrongs that liberty commits,
602When I am sometime absent from thy heart,
603Thy beauty and thy years full well befits;
604For still temptation follows where thou art.
605Gentle thou art, and therefore to be won;
606Beauteous thou art, therefore to be assailed;
607And when a woman woos, what woman's son
608Will sourly leave her till she have prevailed?
609Ay me, but yet thou mightst my seat forbear,
610And chide thy beauty and thy straying youth,
611Who lead thee in their riot even there
612Where thou art forced to break a twofold truth:
613 Hers by thy beauty tempting her to thee,
614 Thine by thy beauty being false to me.
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616That thou hast her it is not all my grief,
617And yet it may be said I loved her dearly;
618That she hath thee is of my wailing chief,
619A loss in love that touches me more nearly.
620Loving offenders, thus I will excuse ye:
621Thou dost love her, because thou know'st I love her,
622And for my sake even so doth she abuse me,
623Suff'ring my friend for my sake to approve her.
624If I lose thee, my loss is my love's gain,
625And losing her, my friend hath found that loss;
626Both find each other, and I lose both twain,
627And both for my sake lay on me this cross.
628 But here's the joy: my friend and I are one--
629 Sweet flattery--then she loves but me alone.
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631When most I wink, then do mine eyes best see;
632For all the day they view things unrespected,
633But when I sleep, in dreams they look on thee,
634And darkly bright, are bright in dark directed.
635Then thou whose shadow shadows doth make bright,
636How would thy shadow's form, form happy show
637To the clear day with thy much clearer light,
638When to unseeing eyes thy shade shines so?
639How would, I say, mine eyes be blessèd made
640By looking on thee in the living day,
641When in dead night thy fair imperfect shade
642Through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay?
643 All days are nights to see till I see thee,
644 And nights bright days when dreams do show thee me.
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646If the dull substance of my flesh were thought,
647Injurious distance should not stop my way;
648For then, despite of space, I would be brought
649From limits far remote, where thou dost stay.
650No matter then although my foot did stand
651Upon the farthest earth removed from thee,
652For nimble thought can jump both sea and land
653As soon as think the place where he would be.
654But ah, thought kills me that I am not thought,
655To leap large lengths of miles when thou art gone,
656But that so much of earth and water wrought,
657I must attend time's leisure with my moan;
658 Receiving nought by elements so slow
659 But heavy tears, badges of either's woe.
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661The other two, slight air, and purging fire,
662Are both with thee, wherever I abide:
663The first my thought, the other my desire,
664These, present-absent, with swift motion slide;
665For when these quicker elements are gone
666In tender embassy of love to thee,
667My life being made of four, with two alone
668Sinks down to death, oppressed with melancholy,
669Until life's composition be recured
670By those swift messengers returned from thee,
671Who even but now come back again assured
672Of thy fair health, recounting it to me.
673 This told, I joy; but then no longer glad,
674 I send them back again and straight grow sad.
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676Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war
677How to divide the conquest of thy sight;
678Mine eye, my heart thy picture's sight would bar,
679My heart, mine eye the freedom of that right;
680My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie,
681A closet never pierced with crystal eyes;
682But the defendant doth that plea deny,
683And says in him thy fair appearance lies.
684To 'cide this title is empanelled
685A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart,
686And by their verdict is determined
687The clear eyes' moiety, and the dear heart's part.
688 As thus, mine eyes' due is thy outward part,
689 And my heart's right, thy inward love of heart.
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691Betwixt mine eye and heart a league is took,
692And each doth good turns now unto the other;
693When that mine eye is famished for a look,
694Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother,
695With my love's picture then my eye doth feast,
696And to the painted banquet bids my heart;
697Another time mine eye is my heart's guest,
698And in his thoughts of love doth share a part.
699So either by thy picture or my love,
700Thyself away, art present still with me;
701For thou no further than my thoughts canst move,
702And I am still with them, and they with thee;
703 Or if they sleep, thy picture in my sight
704 Awakes my heart to heart's and eye's delight.
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706How careful was I, when I took my way,
707Each trifle under truest bars to thrust,
708That to my use it might unused stay
709From hands of falsehood, in sure wards of trust;
710But thou, to whom my jewels trifles are,
711Most worthy comfort, now my greatest grief,
712Thou best of dearest, and mine only care,
713Art left the prey of every vulgar thief.
714Thee have I not locked up in any chest,
715Save where thou art not, though I feel thou art,
716Within the gentle closure of my breast,
717From whence at pleasure thou mayst come and part;
718 And even thence thou wilt be stol'n, I fear,
719 For truth proves thievish for a prize so dear.
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721Against that time, if ever that time come,
722When I shall see thee frown on my defects;
723Whenas thy love hath cast his utmost sum,
724Called to that audit by advised respects;
725Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass,
726And scarcely greet me with that sun, thine eye,
727When love, converted from the thing it was,
728Shall reasons find of settled gravity;
729Against that time do I ensconce me here,
730Within the knowledge of mine own desert,
731And this my hand against myself uprear,
732To guard the lawful reasons on thy part.
733 To leave poor me, thou hast the strength of laws,
734 Since why to love, I can allege no cause.
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736How heavy do I journey on the way
737When what I seek, my weary travel's end,
738Doth teach that ease and that repose to say,
739"Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend."
740The beast that bears me, tired with my woe,
741Plods dully on to bear that weight in me,
742As if by some instinct the wretch did know
743His rider loved not speed being made from thee.
744The bloody spur cannot provoke him on
745That sometimes anger thrusts into his hide,
746Which heavily he answers with a groan,
747More sharp to me than spurring to his side,
748 For that same groan doth put this in my mind:
749 My grief lies onward and my joy behind.
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751Thus can my love excuse the slow offence
752Of my dull bearer, when from thee I speed:
753From where thou art, why should I haste me thence?
754Till I return, of posting is no need.
755Oh, what excuse will my poor beast then find,
756When swift extremity can seem but slow?
757Then should I spur, though mounted on the wind;
758In winged speed no motion shall I know;
759Then can no horse with my desire keep pace;
760Therefore desire, of perfect'st love being made,
761Shall weigh no dull flesh in his fiery race,
762But love, for love, thus shall excuse my jade:
763 Since from thee going he went wilful-slow,
764 Towards thee I'll run, and give him leave to go.
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766So am I as the rich, whose blessèd key
767Can bring him to his sweet up-lockèd treasure,
768The which he will not every hour survey,
769For blunting the fine point of seldom pleasure;
770Therefore are feasts so solemn and so rare,
771Since, seldom coming, in the long year set,
772Like stones of worth they thinly placèd are,
773Or captain jewels in the carcanet.
774So is the time that keeps you as my chest,
775Or as the wardrobe which the robe doth hide,
776To make some special instant special blessed
777By new unfolding his imprisoned pride.
778 Blessed are you, whose worthiness gives scope,
779 Being had, to triumph; being lacked, to hope.
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781What is your substance, whereof are you made,
782That millions of strange shadows on you tend?
783Since every one hath every one one shade,
784And you, but one, can every shadow lend;
785Describe Adonis, and the counterfeit
786Is poorly imitated after you;
787On Helen's cheek all art of beauty set
788And you in Grecian tires are painted new;
789Speak of the spring, and foison of the year:
790The one doth shadow of your beauty show,
791The other as your bounty doth appear,
792And you in every blessed shape we know.
793 In all external grace you have some part,
794 But you like none, none you, for constant heart.
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796Oh, how much more doth beauty beauteous seem
797By that sweet ornament which truth doth give!
798The rose looks fair, but fairer we it deem
799For that sweet odor which doth in it live;
800The canker blooms have full as deep a dye
801As the perfumèd tincture of the roses,
802Hang on such thorns, and play as wantonly,
803When summer's breath their maskèd buds discloses;
804But, for their virtue only is their show,
805They live unwooed, and unrespected fade,
806Die to themselves. Sweet roses do not so;
807Of their sweet deaths are sweetest odors made:
808 And so of you, beauteous and lovely youth,
809 When that shall vade, my verse distils your truth.
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811Not marble, nor the gilded monuments
812Of princes, shall outlive this powerful rhyme;
813But you shall shine more bright in these contents
814Than unswept stone, besmeared with sluttish time.
815When wasteful war shall statues overturn,
816And broils root out the work of masonry,
817Nor Mars his sword, nor war's quick fire, shall burn
818The living record of your memory.
819'Gainst death, and all-oblivious enmity
820Shall you pace forth; your praise shall still find room
821Even in the eyes of all posterity
822That wear this world out to the ending doom.
823 So till the judgment that yourself arise,
824 You live in this, and dwell in lovers' eyes.
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826Sweet love, renew thy force; be it not said
827Thy edge should blunter be than appetite,
828Which but today by feeding is allayed,
829Tomorrow sharpened in his former might.
830So, love, be thou; although today thou fill
831Thy hungry eyes, even till they wink with fullness,
832Tomorrow see again, and do not kill
833The spirit of love with a perpetual dullness;
834Let this sad interim like the ocean be
835Which parts the shore, where two contracted new
836Come daily to the banks, that when they see
837Return of love, more blessed may be the view;
838 Or call it winter, which being full of care
839 Makes summer's welcome thrice more wished, more rare.
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841Being your slave, what should I do but tend
842Upon the hours and times of your desire?
843I have no precious time at all to spend,
844Nor services to do, till you require;
845Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour
846Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,
847Nor think the bitterness of absence sour
848When you have bid your servant once adieu;
849Nor dare I question with my jealous thought
850Where you may be, or your affairs suppose,
851But like a sad slave stay and think of naught,
852Save, where you are, how happy you make those.
853 So true a fool is love, that in your will,
854 Though you do anything, he thinks no ill.
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856That god forbid, that made me first your slave,
857I should in thought control your times of pleasure,
858Or at your hand th'account of hours to crave,
859Being your vassal bound to stay your leisure.
860Oh, let me suffer, being at your beck,
861Th'imprisoned absence of your liberty,
862And patience-tame to sufferance bide each check,
863Without accusing you of injury.
864Be where you list, your charter is so strong
865That you yourself may privilege your time
866To what you will; to you it doth belong
867Yourself to pardon of self-doing crime.
868 I am to wait, though waiting so be hell,
869 Not blame your pleasure be it ill or well.
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871If there be nothing new, but that which is
872Hath been before, how are our brains beguiled,
873Which, laboring for invention, bear amiss
874The second burden of a former child?
875Oh, that record could with a backward look,
876Even of five hundred courses of the sun,
877Show me your image in some antique book,
878Since mind at first in character was done,
879That I might see what the old world could say
880To this composèd wonder of your frame;
881Whether we are mended, or whe'er better they,
882Or whether revolution be the same.
883 Oh, sure I am, the wits of former days
884 To subjects worse have given admiring praise.
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886Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore,
887So do our minutes hasten to their end,
888Each changing place with that which goes before,
889In sequent toil all forwards do contend.
890Nativity, once in the main of light,
891Crawls to maturity; wherewith, being crowned,
892Crooked eclipses 'gainst his glory fight,
893And Time that gave, doth now his gift confound.
894Time doth transfix the flourish set on youth,
895And delves the parallels in beauty's brow;
896Feeds on the rarities of nature's truth,
897And nothing stands but for his scythe to mow.
898 And yet to times in hope my verse shall stand,
899 Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand.
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901Is it thy will thy image should keep open
902My heavy eyelids to the weary night?
903Dost thou desire my slumbers should be broken,
904While shadows like to thee do mock my sight?
905Is it thy spirit that thou send'st from thee
906So far from home into my deeds to pry,
907To find out shames and idle hours in me,
908The scope and tenor of thy jealousy?
909Oh, no, thy love, though much, is not so great;
910It is my love that keeps mine eye awake,
911Mine own true love that doth my rest defeat,
912To play the watchman ever for thy sake.
913 For thee watch I, whilst thou dost wake elsewhere,
914 From me far off, with others all too near.
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916Sin of self-love possesseth all mine eye,
917And all my soul, and all my every part;
918And for this sin there is no remedy,
919It is so grounded inward in my heart.
920Methinks no face so gracious is as mine,
921No shape so true, no truth of such account,
922And for myself mine own worth do define,
923As I all other in all worths surmount.
924But when my glass shows me myself indeed,
925Beated and chapped with tanned antiquity,
926Mine own self-love quite contrary I read;
927Self, so self-loving, were iniquity.
928 'Tis thee--my self--that for myself I praise,
929 Painting my age with beauty of thy days.
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931Against my love shall be as I am now,
932With Time's injurious hand crushed and o'erworn;
933When hours have drained his blood, and filled his brow
934With lines and wrinkles; when his youthful morn
935Hath travelled on to age's steepy night,
936And all those beauties whereof now he's king
937Are vanishing, or vanished out of sight,
938Stealing away the treasure of his spring;
939For such a time do I now fortify
940Against confounding age's cruel knife,
941That he shall never cut from memory
942My sweet love's beauty, though my lover's life.
943 His beauty shall in these black lines be seen,
944 And they shall live, and he in them still green.
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946When I have seen by Time's fell hand defaced
947The rich proud cost of outworn buried age;
948When sometime lofty towers I see down-razed,
949And brass eternal slave to mortal rage;
950When I have seen the hungry ocean gain
951Advantage on the kingdom of the shore,
952And the firm soil win of the wat'ry main,
953Increasing store with loss, and loss with store;
954When I have seen such interchange of state,
955Or state itself confounded to decay,
956Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate
957That Time will come and take my love away.
958 This thought is as a death, which cannot choose
959 But weep to have that which it fears to lose.
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961Since brass, nor stone, nor earth, nor boundless sea,
962But sad mortality o'ersways their power,
963How with this rage shall beauty hold a plea,
964Whose action is no stronger than a flower?
965Oh, how shall summer's honey breath hold out
966Against the wrackful siege of batt'ring days
967When rocks impregnable are not so stout,
968Nor gates of steel so strong, but time decays?
969Oh, fearful meditation! Where, alack,
970Shall Time's best jewel from Time's chest lie hid?
971Or what strong hand can hold his swift foot back,
972Or who his spoil of beauty can forbid?
973 O, none, unless this miracle have might,
974 That in black ink my love may still shine bright.
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976Tired with all these for restful death I cry:
977As to behold desert a beggar born,
978And needy nothing trimmed in jollity,
979And purest faith unhappily forsworn,
980And gilded honor shamefully misplaced,
981And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted,
982And right perfection wrongfully disgraced,
983And strength by limping sway disabled,
984And art made tongue-tied by authority,
985And folly, doctor-like, controlling skill,
986And simple truth miscalled simplicity,
987And captive good attending captain ill:
988 Tired with all these, from these would I be gone,
989 Save that to die I leave my love alone.
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991Ah, wherefore with infection should he live,
992And with his presence grace impiety,
993That sin by him advantage should achieve,
994And lace itself with his society?
995Why should false painting imitate his cheek,
996And steal dead seeming of his living hue?
997Why should poor beauty indirectly seek
998Roses of shadow, since his rose is true?
999Why should he live, now nature bankrupt is,
1000Beggared of blood to blush through lively veins?
1001For she hath no exchequer now but his,
1002And proud of many, lives upon his gains.
1003 O, him she stores, to show what wealth she had
1004 In days long since, before these last so bad.
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1006Thus is his cheek the map of days outworn,
1007When beauty lived and died as flowers do now,
1008Before these bastard signs of fair were born,
1009Or durst inhabit on a living brow;
1010Before the golden tresses of the dead,
1011The right of sepulchres, were shorn away,
1012To live a second life on second head;
1013Ere beauty's dead fleece made another gay.
1014In him those holy antique hours are seen,
1015Without all ornament, itself and true,
1016Making no summer of another's green,
1017Robbing no old to dress his beauty new;
1018 And him as for a map doth Nature store,
1019 To show false Art what beauty was of yore.
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1021Those parts of thee that the world's eye doth view
1022Want nothing that the thought of hearts can mend;
1023All tongues, the voice of souls, give thee that due,
1024Utt'ring bare truth, even so as foes commend;
1025Thy outward thus with outward praise is crowned.
1026But those same tongues that give thee so thine own
1027In other accents do this praise confound,
1028By seeing farther than the eye hath shown;
1029They look into the beauty of thy mind,
1030And that in guess they measure by thy deeds;
1031Then, churls, their thoughts, although their eyes were kind,
1032To thy fair flower add the rank smell of weeds.
1033 But why thy odor matcheth not thy show,
1034 The soil is this, that thou dost common grow.
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1036That thou art blamed shall not be thy defect,
1037For slander's mark was ever yet the fair;
1038The ornament of beauty is suspect,
1039A crow that flies in heaven's sweetest air.
1040So thou be good, slander doth but approve
1041Thy worth the greater, being wooed of time;
1042For canker vice the sweetest buds doth love,
1043And thou present'st a pure unstainèd prime.
1044Thou hast passed by the ambush of young days,
1045Either not assailed, or victor, being charged;
1046Yet this thy praise cannot be so thy praise,
1047To tie up envy, evermore enlarged.
1048 If some suspect of ill masked not thy show,
1049 Then thou alone kingdoms of hearts shouldst owe.
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1051No longer mourn for me when I am dead
1052Than you shall hear the surly sullen bell
1053Give warning to the world that I am fled
1054From this vile world, with vilest worms to dwell.
1055Nay, if you read this line, remember not
1056The hand that writ it, for I love you so
1057That I in your sweet thoughts would be forgot,
1058If thinking on me then should make you woe.
1059Oh, if, I say, you look upon this verse,
1060When I perhaps compounded am with clay,
1061Do not so much as my poor name rehearse,
1062But let your love even with my life decay,
1063 Lest the wise world should look into your moan,
1064 And mock you with me after I am gone.
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1066O, lest the world should task you to recite
1067What merit lived in me that you should love,
1068After my death, dear love, forget me quite,
1069For you in me can nothing worthy prove--
1070Unless you would devise some virtuous lie
1071To do more for me than mine own desert,
1072And hang more praise upon deceasèd I
1073Than niggard truth would willingly impart.
1074O, lest your true love may seem false in this,
1075That you for love speak well of me untrue,
1076My name be buried where my body is,
1077And live no more to shame nor me, nor you.
1078 For I am shamed by that which I bring forth,
1079 And so should you, to love things nothing worth.
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1081That time of year thou mayst in me behold,
1082When yellow leaves, or none, or few do hang
1083Upon those boughs which shake against the cold,
1084Bare ruined choirs where late the sweet birds sang.
1085In me thou seest the twilight of such day
1086As after sunset fadeth in the west,
1087Which by and by black night doth take away,
1088Death's second self, that seals up all in rest.
1089In me thou seest the glowing of such fire
1090That on the ashes of his youth doth lie,
1091As the deathbed, whereon it must expire,
1092Consumed with that which it was nourished by.
1093 This thou perceiv'st, which makes thy love more strong,
1094 To love that well, which thou must leave ere long.
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1096But be contented when that fell arrest
1097Without all bail shall carry me away;
1098My life hath in this line some interest,
1099Which for memorial still with thee shall stay.
1100When thou reviewest this, thou dost review
1101The very part was consecrate to thee;
1102The earth can have but earth, which is his due,
1103My spirit is thine, the better part of me;
1104So then thou hast but lost the dregs of life,
1105The prey of worms, my body being dead,
1106The coward conquest of a wretch's knife,
1107Too base of thee to be remembered.
1108 The worth of that, is that which it contains,
1109 And that is this, and this with thee remains.
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1111So are you to my thoughts as food to life,
1112Or as sweet-seasoned showers are to the ground;
1113And for the peace of you I hold such strife
1114As 'twixt a miser and his wealth is found.
1115Now proud as an enjoyer, and anon
1116Doubting the filching age will steal his treasure;
1117Now counting best to be with you alone,
1118Then bettered that the world may see my pleasure;
1119Sometime all full with feasting on your sight,
1120And by and by clean starvèd for a look,
1121Possessing or pursuing no delight
1122Save what is had, or must from you be took.
1123 Thus do I pine and surfeit day by day,
1124 Or gluttoning on all, or all away.
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1126Why is my verse so barren of new pride?
1127So far from variation or quick change?
1128Why with the time do I not glance aside
1129To new-found methods and to compounds strange?
1130Why write I still all one, ever the same,
1131And keep invention in a noted weed,
1132That every word doth almost tell my name,
1133Showing their birth, and where they did proceed?
1134Oh, know, sweet love, I always write of you,
1135And you and love are still my argument:
1136So all my best is dressing old words new,
1137Spending again what is already spent:
1138 For as the sun is daily new and old,
1139 So is my love still telling what is told.
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1141Thy glass will show thee how thy beauties wear,
1142Thy dial how thy precious minutes waste,
1143The vacant leaves thy mind's imprint will bear,
1144And of this book, this learning mayst thou taste.
1145The wrinkles which thy glass will truly show
1146Of mouthèd graves will give thee memory;
1147Thou by thy dial's shady stealth mayst know
1148Time's thievish progress to eternity.
1149Look what thy memory cannot contain,
1150Commit to these waste blanks, and thou shalt find
1151Those children nursed, delivered from thy brain,
1152To take a new acquaintance of thy mind.
1153 These offices, so oft as thou wilt look,
1154 Shall profit thee, and much enrich thy book.
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1156So oft have I invoked thee for my Muse,
1157And found such fair assistance in my verse,
1158As every alien pen hath got my use,
1159And under thee their poesy disperse.
1160Thine eyes, that taught the dumb on high to sing,
1161And heavy ignorance aloft to fly,
1162Have added feathers to the learnèd's wing,
1163And given grace a double majesty.
1164Yet be most proud of that which I compile,
1165Whose influence is thine, and born of thee;
1166In others' works thou dost but mend the style,
1167And arts with thy sweet graces gracèd be.
1168 But thou art all my art, and dost advance,
1169 As high as learning, my rude ignorance.
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1171Whilst I alone did call upon thy aid
1172My verse alone had all thy gentle grace;
1173But now my gracious numbers are decayed,
1174And my sick Muse doth give another place.
1175I grant, sweet love, thy lovely argument
1176Deserves the travail of a worthier pen;
1177Yet what of thee thy poet doth invent
1178He robs thee of, and pays it thee again;
1179He lends thee virtue, and he stole that word
1180From thy behavior; beauty doth he give,
1181And found it in thy cheek; he can afford
1182No praise to thee, but what in thee doth live.
1183 Then thank him not for that which he doth say,
1184 Since what he owes thee, thou thyself dost pay.
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1186Oh, how I faint when I of you do write,
1187Knowing a better spirit doth use your name,
1188And in the praise thereof spends all his might,
1189To make me tongue-tied speaking of your fame.
1190But since your worth, wide as the ocean is,
1191The humble as the proudest sail doth bear,
1192My saucy bark, inferior far to his,
1193On your broad main doth wilfully appear.
1194Your shallowest help will hold me up afloat,
1195Whilst he upon your soundless deep doth ride;
1196Or, being wrecked, I am a worthless boat,
1197He of tall building, and of goodly pride.
1198 Then if he thrive, and I be cast away,
1199 The worst was this: my love was my decay.
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1201Or I shall live, your epitaph to make,
1202Or you survive when I in earth am rotten;
1203From hence your memory death cannot take,
1204Although in me each part will be forgotten.
1205Your name from hence immortal life shall have,
1206Though I, once gone, to all the world must die;
1207The earth can yield me but a common grave,
1208When you entombèd in men's eyes shall lie.
1209Your monument shall be my gentle verse,
1210Which eyes not yet created shall o'er-read,
1211And tongues-to-be your being shall rehearse,
1212When all the breathers of this world are dead.
1213 You still shall live, such virtue hath my pen,
1214 Where breath most breathes, even in the mouths of men.
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1216I grant thou wert not married to my Muse,
1217And therefore mayst without attaint o'erlook
1218The dedicated words which writers use
1219Of their fair subject, blessing every book.
1220Thou art as fair in knowledge as in hue,
1221Finding thy worth a limit past my praise,
1222And therefore art enforced to seek anew
1223Some fresher stamp of the time-bettering days.
1224And do so, love; yet when they have devised
1225What strainèd touches rhetoric can lend,
1226Thou, truly fair, wert truly sympathized
1227In true plain words, by thy true-telling friend;
1228 And their gross painting might be better used
1229 Where cheeks need blood; in thee it is abused.
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1231I never saw that you did painting need,
1232And therefore to your fair no painting set;
1233I found (or thought I found) you did exceed
1234The barren tender of a poet's debt;
1235And therefore have I slept in your report,
1236That you yourself, being extant, well might show
1237How far a modern quill doth come too short,
1238Speaking of worth, what worth in you doth grow.
1239This silence for my sin you did impute,
1240Which shall be most my glory, being dumb;
1241For I impair not beauty, being mute,
1242When others would give life, and bring a tomb.
1243 There lives more life in one of your fair eyes
1244 Than both your poets can in praise devise.
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1246Who is it that says most which can say more
1247Than this rich praise: that you alone are you?
1248In whose confine immured is the store
1249Which should example where your equal grew?
1250Lean penury within that pen doth dwell
1251That to his subject lends not some small glory;
1252But he that writes of you, if he can tell
1253That you are you, so dignifies his story.
1254Let him but copy what in you is writ,
1255Not making worse what nature made so clear,
1256And such a counterpart shall fame his wit,
1257Making his style admired everywhere.
1258 You to your beauteous blessings add a curse,
1259 Being fond on praise, which makes your praises worse.
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1261My tongue-tied Muse in manners holds her still,
1262While comments of your praise richly compiled
1263Reserve thy character with golden quill,
1264And precious phrase by all the Muses filed.
1265I think good thoughts, whilst other write good words,
1266And like unlettered clerk still cry "Amen"
1267To every hymn that able spirit affords
1268In polished form of well refinèd pen.
1269Hearing you praised, I say "'Tis so, 'tis true,"
1270And to the most of praise add something more;
1271But that is in my thought, whose love to you,
1272Though words come hindmost, holds his rank before;
1273 Then others for the breath of words respect,
1274 Me for my dumb thoughts, speaking in effect.
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1276Was it the proud full sail of his great verse,
1277Bound for the prize of all-too-precious you,
1278That did my ripe thoughts in my brain inhearse,
1279Making their tomb the womb wherein they grew?
1280Was it his spirit, by spirits taught to write
1281Above a mortal pitch, that struck me dead?
1282No, neither he, nor his compeers by night
1283Giving him aid, my verse astonishèd.
1284He, nor that affable familiar ghost
1285Which nightly gulls him with intelligence,
1286As victors of my silence cannot boast;
1287I was not sick of any fear from thence.
1288 But when your countenance filled up his line,
1289 Then lacked I matter, that enfeebled mine.
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1291Farewell! thou art too dear for my possessing,
1292And like enough thou know'st thy estimate;
1293The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing;
1294My bonds in thee are all determinate.
1295For how do I hold thee but by thy granting,
1296And for that riches where is my deserving?
1297The cause of this fair gift in me is wanting,
1298And so my patent back again is swerving.
1299Thyself thou gav'st, thy own worth then not knowing,
1300Or me, to whom thou gav'st it, else mistaking;
1301So thy great gift upon misprision growing
1302Comes home again, on better judgment making.
1303 Thus have I had thee as a dream doth flatter,
1304 In sleep a king, but waking no such matter.
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1306When thou shalt be disposed to set me light
1307And place my merit in the eye of scorn,
1308Upon thy side against myself I'll fight,
1309And prove thee virtuous, though thou art forsworn.
1310With mine own weakness being best acquainted,
1311Upon thy part I can set down a story
1312Of faults concealed, wherein I am attainted,
1313That thou, in losing me, shall win much glory;
1314And I by this will be a gainer too,
1315For bending all my loving thoughts on thee,
1316The injuries that to myself I do,
1317Doing thee vantage, double-vantage me.
1318 Such is my love, to thee I so belong,
1319 That for thy right myself will bear all wrong.
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1321Say that thou didst forsake me for some fault,
1322And I will comment upon that offence;
1323Speak of my lameness, and I straight will halt,
1324Against thy reasons making no defense.
1325Thou canst not, love, disgrace me half so ill,
1326To set a form upon desired change,
1327As I'll myself disgrace, knowing thy will;
1328I will acquaintance strangle and look strange,
1329Be absent from thy walks, and in my tongue
1330Thy sweet beloved name no more shall dwell,
1331Lest I, too much profane, should do it wrong,
1332And haply of our old acquaintance tell.
1333 For thee, against myself I'll vow debate,
1334 For I must ne'er love him whom thou dost hate.
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1336Then hate me when thou wilt, if ever, now,
1337Now, while the world is bent my deeds to cross,
1338Join with the spite of fortune, make me bow,
1339And do not drop in for an after-loss.
1340Ah, do not, when my heart hath 'scaped this sorrow,
1341Come in the rearward of a conquered woe;
1342Give not a windy night a rainy morrow,
1343To linger out a purposed overthrow.
1344If thou wilt leave me, do not leave me last,
1345When other petty griefs have done their spite;
1346But in the onset come, so shall I taste
1347At first the very worst of fortune's might;
1348 And other strains of woe, which now seem woe,
1349 Compared with loss of thee, will not seem so.
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1351Some glory in their birth, some in their skill,
1352Some in their wealth, some in their body's force,
1353Some in their garments, though new-fangled ill,
1354Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse;
1355And every humor hath his adjunct pleasure,
1356Wherein it finds a joy above the rest.
1357But these particulars are not my measure;
1358All these I better in one general best.
1359Thy love is better than high birth to me,
1360Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' cost,
1361Of more delight than hawks or horses be;
1362And having thee, of all men's pride I boast--
1363 Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst take
1364 All this away, and me most wretched make.
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1366But do thy worst to steal thyself away,
1367For term of life thou art assurèd mine,
1368And life no longer than thy love will stay,
1369For it depends upon that love of thine.
1370Then need I not to fear the worst of wrongs,
1371When in the least of them my life hath end;
1372I see a better state to me belongs
1373Than that which on thy humor doth depend.
1374Thou canst not vex me with inconstant mind,
1375Since that my life on thy revolt doth lie.
1376Oh, what a happy title do I find,
1377Happy to have thy love, happy to die!
1378 But what's so blessed-fair that fears no blot?
1379 Thou mayst be false, and yet I know it not.
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1381So shall I live, supposing thou art true,
1382Like a deceived husband; so love's face
1383May still seem love to me, though altered new,
1384Thy looks with me, thy heart in other place.
1385For there can live no hatred in thine eye,
1386Therefore in that I cannot know thy change.
1387In many's looks, the false heart's history
1388Is writ in moods and frowns and wrinkles strange.
1389But heaven in thy creation did decree
1390That in thy face sweet love should ever dwell;
1391Whate'er thy thoughts or thy heart's workings be,
1392Thy looks should nothing thence but sweetness tell.
1393 How like Eve's apple doth thy beauty grow,
1394 If thy sweet virtue answer not thy show.
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1396They that have power to hurt, and will do none,
1397That do not do the thing they most do show,
1398Who, moving others, are themselves as stone,
1399Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow:
1400They rightly do inherit heaven's graces,
1401And husband nature's riches from expense;
1402They are the lords and owners of their faces,
1403Others, but stewards of their excellence.
1404The summer's flower is to the summer sweet,
1405Though to itself it only live and die,
1406But if that flower with base infection meet,
1407The basest weed outbraves his dignity:
1408 For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds;
1409 Lilies that fester smell far worse than weeds.
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1411How sweet and lovely dost thou make the shame
1412Which, like a canker in the fragrant rose,
1413Doth spot the beauty of thy budding name!
1414Oh, in what sweets dost thou thy sins enclose!
1415That tongue that tells the story of thy days,
1416Making lascivious comments on thy sport,
1417Cannot dispraise; but in a kind of praise,
1418Naming thy name, blesses an ill report.
1419Oh, what a mansion have those vices got,
1420Which for their habitation chose out thee,
1421Where beauty's veil doth cover every blot,
1422And all things turns to fair that eyes can see!
1423 Take heed, dear heart, of this large privilege;
1424 The hardest knife ill-used doth lose his edge.
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1426Some say thy fault is youth, some wantonness;
1427Some say thy grace is youth and gentle sport;
1428Both grace and faults are loved of more and less;
1429Thou mak'st faults graces, that to thee resort:
1430As on the finger of a thronèd queen
1431The basest jewel will be well esteemed,
1432So are those errors that in thee are seen
1433To truths translated, and for true things deemed.
1434How many lambs might the stern wolf betray
1435If like a lamb he could his looks translate!
1436How many gazers mightst thou lead away
1437If thou wouldst use the strength of all thy state!
1438 But do not so; I love thee in such sort,
1439 As, thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
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1441How like a winter hath my absence been
1442From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year!
1443What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen,
1444What old December's bareness everywhere!
1445And yet this time removed was summer's time,
1446The teeming autumn big with rich increase
1447Bearing the wanton burden of the prime,
1448Like widowed wombs after their lords' decease:
1449Yet this abundant issue seemed to me
1450But hope of orphans, and unfathered fruit;
1451For summer and his pleasures wait on thee,
1452And thou away, the very birds are mute;
1453 Or if they sing, 'tis with so dull a cheer
1454 That leaves look pale, dreading the winter's near.
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1456From you have I been absent in the spring,
1457When proud-pied April, dressed in all his trim,
1458Hath put a spirit of youth in every thing,
1459That heavy Saturn laughed and leaped with him.
1460Yet nor the lays of birds, nor the sweet smell
1461Of different flowers in odor and in hue,
1462Could make me any summer's story tell,
1463Or from their proud lap pluck them where they grew;
1464Nor did I wonder at the lily's white,
1465Nor praise the deep vermilion in the rose;
1466They were but sweet, but figures of delight
1467Drawn after you, you pattern of all those.
1468 Yet seemed it winter still, and, you away,
1469 As with your shadow I with these did play.
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1471The forward violet thus did I chide:
1472"Sweet thief, whence didst thou steal thy sweet that smells,
1473If not from my love's breath? The purple pride
1474Which on thy soft cheek for complexion dwells
1475In my love's veins thou hast too grossly dyed."
1476The lily I condemnèd for thy hand,
1477And buds of marjoram had stol'n thy hair;
1478The roses fearfully on thorns did stand,
1479One blushing shame, another white despair;
1480A third, nor red, nor white, had stol'n of both,
1481And to his robbery had annexed thy breath;
1482But for his theft, in pride of all his growth
1483A vengeful canker ate him up to death.
1484 More flowers I noted, yet I none could see,
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1487Where art thou, Muse, that thou forget'st so long
1488To speak of that which gives thee all thy might?
1489Spend'st thou thy fury on some worthless song,
1490Darkening thy power to lend base subjects light?
1491Return, forgetful Muse, and straight redeem,
1492In gentle numbers, time so idly spent;
1493Sing to the ear that doth thy lays esteem,
1494And gives thy pen both skill and argument.
1495Rise, resty Muse; my love's sweet face survey,
1496If time have any wrinkle graven there;
1497If any, be a satire to decay,
1498And make time's spoils despised everywhere.
1499 Give my love fame faster than time wastes life,
1500 So thou prevent'st his scythe and crooked knife.
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1502O truant Muse, what shall be thy amends
1503For thy neglect of truth in beauty dyed?
1504Both truth and beauty on my love depends;
1505So dost thou too, and therein dignified.
1506Make answer, Muse, wilt thou not haply say,
1507"Truth needs no color with his color fixed,
1508Beauty no pencil, beauty's truth to lay,
1509But best is best if never intermixed"?
1510Because he needs no praise, wilt thou be dumb?
1511Excuse not silence so, for't lies in thee
1512To make him much outlive a gilded tomb,
1513And to be praised of ages yet to be.
1514 Then do thy office, Muse; I teach thee how
1515 To make him seem long hence, as he shows now.
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1517My love is strengthened, though more weak in seeming;
1518I love not less, though less the show appear.
1519That love is merchandised, whose rich esteeming4
1520The owner's tongue doth publish everywhere.
1521Our love was new, and then but in the spring,
1522When I was wont to greet it with my lays,
1523As Philomel in summer's front doth sing,
1524And stops her pipe in growth of riper days.
1525Not that the summer is less pleasant now
1526Than when her mournful hymns did hush the night;
1527But that wild music burdens every bough,
1528And sweets grown common lose their dear delight.
1529 Therefore, like her, I sometime hold my tongue,
1530 Because I would not dull you with my song.
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1532Alack, what poverty my Muse brings forth,
1533That, having such a scope to show her pride,
1534The argument all bare is of more worth
1535Than when it hath my added praise beside.
1536O blame me not if I no more can write!
1537Look in your glass, and there appears a face
1538That over-goes my blunt invention quite,
1539Dulling my lines, and doing me disgrace.
1540Were it not sinful, then, striving to mend,
1541To mar the subject that before was well?
1542For to no other pass my verses tend
1543Than of your graces and your gifts to tell.
1544 And more, much more, than in my verse can sit
1545 Your own glass shows you, when you look in it.
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1547To me, fair friend, you never can be old;
1548For as you were when first your eye I eyed,
1549Such seems your beauty still: three winters cold
1550Have from the forests shook three summers' pride;
1551Three beauteous springs to yellow autumn turned
1552In process of the seasons have I seen;
1553Three April perfumes in three hot Junes burned,
1554Since first I saw you fresh, which yet are green.
1555Ah, yet doth beauty, like a dial hand,
1556Steal from his figure, and no pace perceived;
1557So your sweet hue, which methinks still doth stand,
1558Hath motion, and mine eye may be deceived;
1559 For fear of which, hear this, thou age unbred,
1560 Ere you were born was beauty's summer dead.
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1562Let not my love be called idolatry,
1563Nor my beloved as an idol show,
1564Since all alike my songs and praises be
1565To one, of one, still such, and ever so.
1566Kind is my love today, tomorrow kind,
1567Still constant in a wondrous excellence;
1568Therefore my verse, to constancy confined,
1569One thing expressing, leaves out difference.
1570Fair, kind, and true is all my argument;
1571Fair, kind, and true, varying to other words,
1572And in this change is my invention spent,
1573Three themes in one, which wondrous scope affords.
1574 Fair, kind, and true have often lived alone,
1575 Which three, till now, never kept seat in one.
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1577When in the chronicle of wasted time
1578I see descriptions of the fairest wights,
1579And beauty making beautiful old rhyme,
1580In praise of ladies dead, and lovely knights;
1581Then in the blazon of sweet beauty's best,
1582Of hand, of foot, of lip, of eye, of brow,
1583I see their antique pen would have expressed
1584Even such a beauty as you master now.
1585So all their praises are but prophecies
1586Of this our time, all you prefiguring;
1587And for they looked but with divining eyes
1588They had not skill enough your worth to sing.
1589 For we which now behold these present days
1590 Have eyes to wonder, but lack tongues to praise.
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1592Not mine own fears, nor the prophetic soul
1593Of the wide world, dreaming on things to come,
1594Can yet the lease of my true love control,
1595Supposed as forfeit to a confinèd doom.
1596The mortal moon hath her eclipse endured,
1597And the sad augurs mock their own presage;
1598Incertainties now crown themselves assured,
1599And peace proclaims olives of endless age.
1600Now with the drops of this most balmy time
1601My love looks fresh, and death to me subscribes,
1602Since, spite of him, I'll live in this poor rhyme,
1603While he insults o'er dull and speechless tribes;
1604 And thou in this shalt find thy monument,
1605 When tyrants' crests and tombs of brass are spent.
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1607What's in the brain that ink may character
1608Which hath not figured to thee my true spirit?
1609What's new to speak, what now to register,
1610That may express my love, or thy dear merit?
1611Nothing, sweet boy; but yet, like prayers divine,
1612I must each day say o'er the very same,
1613Counting no old thing old; thou mine, I thine,
1614Even as when first I hallowed thy fair name.
1615So that eternal love, in love's fresh case,
1616Weighs not the dust and injury of age,
1617Nor gives to necessary wrinkles place
1618But makes antiquity for aye his page,
1619 Finding the first conceit of love there bred,
1620 Where time and outward form would show it dead.
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1622O never say that I was false of heart,
1623Though absence seemed my flame to qualify;
1624As easy might I from myself depart
1625As from my soul which in thy breast doth lie:
1626That is my home of love; if I have ranged,
1627Like him that travels I return again,
1628Just to the time, not with the time exchanged,
1629So that myself bring water for my stain;
1630Never believe, though in my nature reigned
1631All frailties that besiege all kinds of blood,
1632That it could so preposterously be stained,
1633To leave for nothing all thy sum of good:
1634 For nothing this wide universe I call,
1635 Save thou, my rose; in it thou art my all.
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1637Alas, 'tis true, I have gone here and there,
1638And made myself a motley to the view,
1639Gored mine own thoughts, sold cheap what is most dear,
1640Made old offences of affections new.
1641Most true it is that I have looked on truth
1642Askance and strangely; but by all above,
1643These blenches gave my heart another youth,
1644And worse essays proved thee my best of love.
1645Now all is done, save what shall have no end;
1646Mine appetite I never more will grind
1647On newer proof, to try an older friend,
1648A god in love, to whom I am confined.
1649 Then give me welcome, next my heaven the best,
1650 Even to thy pure and most most loving breast.
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1652Oh, for my sake do you with Fortune chide,
1653The guilty goddess of my harmful deeds,
1654That did not better for my life provide
1655Than public means, which public manners breeds.
1656Thence comes it that my name receives a brand,
1657And almost thence my nature is subdued
1658To what it works in, like the dyer's hand;
1659Pity me then, and wish I were renewed,
1660Whilst like a willing patient I will drink
1661Potions of eisel 'gainst my strong infection;
1662No bitterness that I will bitter think,
1663Nor double penance to correct correction.
1664 Pity me then, dear friend, and I assure ye,
1665 Even that your pity is enough to cure me.
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1667Your love and pity doth th'impression fill
1668Which vulgar scandal stamped upon my brow;
1669For what care I who calls me well or ill
1670So you o'er-green my bad, my good allow?
1671You are my all-the-world, and I must strive
1672To know my shames and praises from your tongue;
1673None else to me, nor I to none alive,
1674That my steeled sense o'er-changes right or wrong.
1675In so profound abysm I throw all care
1676Of others' voices, that my adder's sense
1677To critic and to flatterer stoppèd are.
1678Mark how with my neglect I do dispense:
1679 You are so strongly in my purpose bred
1680 That all the world besides, methinks, are dead.
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1682Since I left you, mine eye is in my mind,
1683And that which governs me to go about
1684Doth part his function, and is partly blind;
1685Seems seeing, but effectually is out;
1686For it no form delivers to the heart
1687Of bird, of flower, or shape which it doth latch;
1688Of his quick objects hath the mind no part,
1689Nor his own vision holds what it doth catch:
1690For if it see the rud'st or gentlest sight,
1691The most sweet-favored or deformed'st creature,
1692The mountain, or the sea, the day, or night,
1693The crow, or dove, it shapes them to your feature.
1694 Incapable of more, replete with you,
1695 My most true mind thus maketh mine untrue.
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1697Or whether doth my mind, being crowned with you,
1698Drink up the monarch's plague, this flattery?
1699Or whether shall I say mine eye saith true,
1700And that your love taught it this alchemy,
1701To make of monsters, and things indigest
1702Such cherubins as your sweet self resemble,
1703Creating every bad a perfect best
1704As fast as objects to his beams assemble?
1705Oh, 'tis the first, 'tis flatt'ry in my seeing,
1706And my great mind most kingly drinks it up.
1707Mine eye well knows what with his gust is 'greeing,
1708And to his palate doth prepare the cup.
1709 If it be poisoned, 'tis the lesser sin,
1710 That mine eye loves it and doth first begin.
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1712Those lines that I before have writ do lie,
1713Even those that said I could not love you dearer;
1714Yet then my judgment knew no reason why
1715My most full flame should afterwards burn clearer.
1716But reckoning time, whose millioned accidents
1717Creep in 'twixt vows, and change decrees of kings,
1718Tan sacred beauty, blunt the sharp'st intents,
1719Divert strong minds to th'course of alt'ring things;
1720Alas, why, fearing of time's tyranny,
1721Might I not then say, "Now I love you best,"
1722When I was certain o'er incertainty,
1723Crowning the present, doubting of the rest?
1724 Love is a babe; then might I not say so,
1725 To give full growth to that which still doth grow?
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1727Let me not to the marriage of true minds
1728Admit impediments; love is not love
1729Which alters when it alteration finds,
1730Or bends with the remover to remove.
1731Oh no, it is an ever-fixèd mark,
1732That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
1733It is the star to every wand'ring bark,
1734Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
1735Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
1736Within his bending sickle's compass come;
1737Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
1738But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
1739 If this be error and upon me proved,
1740 I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
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1742Accuse me thus: that I have scanted all
1743Wherein I should your great deserts repay,
1744Forgot upon your dearest love to call,
1745Whereto all bonds do tie me day by day;
1746That I have frequent been with unknown minds,
1747And given to time your own dear-purchased right;
1748That I have hoisted sail to all the winds
1749Which should transport me farthest from your sight.
1750Book both my wilfulness and errors down,
1751And on just proof surmise accumulate;
1752Bring me within the level of your frown,
1753But shoot not at me in your wakened hate:
1754 Since my appeal says I did strive to prove
1755 The constancy and virtue of your love.
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1757Like as to make our appetite more keen
1758With eager compounds we our palate urge;
1759As, to prevent our maladies unseen,
1760We sicken to shun sickness when we purge;
1761Even so, being full of your ne'er-cloying sweetness,
1762To bitter sauces did I frame my feeding,
1763And sick of welfare found a kind of meetness
1764To be diseased ere that there was true needing.
1765Thus policy in love, t'anticipate
1766The ills that were not, grew to faults assured,
1767And brought to medicine a healthful state
1768Which, rank of goodness, would by ill be cured.
1769 But thence I learn, and find the lesson true,
1770 Drugs poison him that so fell sick of you.
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1772What potions have I drunk of siren tears
1773Distilled from limbecks foul as hell within,
1774Applying fears to hopes, and hopes to fears,
1775Still losing when I saw myself to win!
1776What wretched errors hath my heart committed,
1777Whilst it hath thought itself so blessèd never!
1778How have mine eyes out of their spheres been fitted
1779In the distraction of this madding fever!
1780O benefit of ill: now I find true
1781That better is by evil still made better,
1782And ruined love when it is built anew
1783Grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater.
1784 So I return rebuked to my content,
1785 And gain by ills thrice more than I have spent.
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1787That you were once unkind befriends me now,
1788And for that sorrow, which I then did feel,
1789Needs must I under my transgression bow,
1790Unless my nerves were brass or hammered steel.
1791For if you were by my unkindness shaken,
1792As I by yours, you've passed a hell of time,
1793And I, a tyrant, have no leisure taken
1794To weigh how once I suffered in your crime.
1795O that our night of woe might have remembered
1796My deepest sense how hard true sorrow hits,
1797And soon to you, as you to me then, tendered
1798The humble salve which wounded bosoms fits!
1799 But that your trespass now becomes a fee;
1800 Mine ransoms yours, and yours must ransom me.
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1802'Tis better to be vile than vile esteemed,
1803When not to be, receives reproach of being,
1804And the just pleasure lost, which is so deemed
1805Not by our feeling, but by others' seeing.
1806For why should others' false adulterate eyes
1807Give salutation to my sportive blood?
1808Or on my frailties why are frailer spies,
1809Which in their wills count bad what I think good?
1810No, I am that I am, and they that level
1811At my abuses, reckon up their own;
1812I may be straight, though they themselves be bevel.
1813By their rank thoughts my deeds must not be shown,
1814 Unless this general evil they maintain:
1815 All men are bad, and in their badness reign.
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1817Thy gift, thy tables, are within my brain
1818Full charactered with lasting memory,
1819Which shall above that idle rank remain
1820Beyond all date, even to eternity--
1821Or at the least, so long as brain and heart
1822Have faculty by nature to subsist;
1823Till each to razed oblivion yield his part
1824Of thee, thy record never can be missed.
1825That poor retention could not so much hold,
1826Nor need I tallies thy dear love to score;
1827Therefore to give them from me was I bold,
1828To trust those tables that receive thee more.
1829 To keep an adjunct to remember thee
1830 Were to import forgetfulness in me.
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1832No! Time, thou shalt not boast that I do change.
1833Thy pyramids, built up with newer might,
1834To me are nothing novel, nothing strange;
1835They are but dressings of a former sight.
1836Our dates are brief, and therefore we admire
1837What thou dost foist upon us that is old,
1838And rather make them born to our desire
1839Than think that we before have heard them told.
1840Thy registers and thee I both defy,
1841Not wond'ring at the present, nor the past,
1842For thy records, and what we see doth lie,
1843Made more or less by thy continual haste:
1844 This I do vow, and this shall ever be,
1845 I will be true despite thy scythe and thee.
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1847If my dear love were but the child of state
1848It might for Fortune's bastard be unfathered,
1849As subject to time's love or to time's hate,
1850Weeds among weeds, or flowers with flowers gathered.
1851No, it was builded far from accident;
1852It suffers not in smiling pomp, nor falls
1853Under the blow of thrallèd discontent,
1854Whereto th'inviting time our fashion calls:
1855It fears not policy, that heretic,
1856Which works on leases of short-numbered hours,
1857But all alone stands hugely politic,
1858That it nor grows with heat, nor drowns with showers.
1859 To this I witness call the fools of time,
1860 Which die for goodness, who have lived for crime.
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1862Were't aught to me I bore the canopy,
1863With my extern the outward honoring,
1864Or laid great bases for eternity,
1865Which proves more short than waste or ruining?
1866Have I not seen dwellers on form and favor
1867Lose all, and more, by paying too much rent,
1868For compound sweet forgoing simple savor,
1869Pitiful thrivers, in their gazing spent?
1870No, let me be obsequious in thy heart,
1871And take thou my oblation, poor but free,
1872Which is not mixed with seconds, knows no art,
1873But mutual render, only me for thee.
1874 Hence, thou suborned informer, a true soul
1875 When most impeached, stands least in thy control.
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1877O thou my lovely boy who in thy power
1878Dost hold time's fickle glass, his sickle hour,
1879Who hast by waning grown, and therein show'st
1880Thy lovers withering, as thy sweet self grow'st.
1881If Nature, sovereign mistress over wrack,
1882As thou goest onwards still will pluck thee back,
1883She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill
1884May time disgrace, and wretched minutes kill.
1885Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure:
1886She may detain, but not still keep, her treasure!
1887Her audit, though delayed, answered must be,
1888And her quietus is to render thee.
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1892In the old age black was not counted fair,
1893Or if it were, it bore not beauty's name;
1894But now is black beauty's successive heir,
1895And beauty slandered with a bastard shame.
1896For since each hand hath put on nature's power,
1897Fairing the foul with art's false borrowed face,
1898Sweet beauty hath no name, no holy bower,
1899But is profaned, if not lives in disgrace.
1900Therefore my mistress' eyes are raven black,
1901Her eyes so suited, and they mourners seem
1902At such who, not born fair, no beauty lack,
1903Sland'ring creation with a false esteem.
1904 Yet so they mourn, becoming of their woe,
1905 That every tongue says beauty should look so.
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1907How oft when thou, my music, music play'st
1908Upon that blessed wood whose motion sounds
1909With thy sweet fingers, when thou gently sway'st
1910The wiry concord that mine ear confounds,
1911Do I envy those jacks that nimble leap,
1912To kiss the tender inward of thy hand,
1913Whilst my poor lips, which should that harvest reap,
1914At the wood's boldness by thee blushing stand!
1915To be so tickled they would change their state
1916And situation with those dancing chips,
1917O'er whom thy fingers walk with gentle gait,
1918Making dead wood more blessed than living lips.
1919 Since saucy jacks so happy are in this,
1920 Give them thy fingers, me thy lips to kiss.
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1922Th'expense of spirit in a waste of shame
1923Is lust in action; and till action, lust
1924Is perjured, murd'rous, bloody, full of blame,
1925Savage, extreme, rude, cruel, not to trust;
1926Enjoyed no sooner but despisèd straight;
1927Past reason hunted, and no sooner had,
1928Past reason hated as a swallowed bait
1929On purpose laid to make the taker mad;
1930Mad in pursuit, and in possession so;
1931Had, having, and in quest to have, extreme;
1932A bliss in proof, and proved, a very woe;
1933Before, a joy proposed; behind, a dream.
1934 All this the world well knows, yet none knows well
1935 To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell.
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1937My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
1938Coral is far more red than her lips' red;
1939If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
1940If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head;
1941I have seen roses damasked, red and white,
1942But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
1943And in some perfumes is there more delight
1944Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
1945I love to hear her speak, yet well I know
1946That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
1947I grant I never saw a goddess go--
1948My mistress when she walks treads on the ground.
1949 And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
1950 As any she belied with false compare.
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1952Thou art as tyrannous, so as thou art,
1953As those whose beauties proudly make them cruel;
1954For well thou know'st to my dear doting heart
1955Thou art the fairest and most precious jewel.
1956Yet in good faith some say, that thee behold,
1957Thy face hath not the power to make love groan;
1958To say they err, I dare not be so bold,
1959Although I swear it to myself alone.
1960And to be sure that is not false, I swear
1961A thousand groans but thinking on thy face;
1962One on another's neck do witness bear
1963Thy black is fairest in my judgment's place.
1964 In nothing art thou black save in thy deeds,
1965 And thence this slander, as I think, proceeds.
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1967Thine eyes I love, and they, as pitying me,
1968Knowing thy heart torment me with disdain,
1969Have put on black, and loving mourners be,
1970Looking with pretty ruth upon my pain.
1971And truly, not the morning sun of heaven
1972Better becomes the grey cheeks of the East,
1973Nor that full star that ushers in the even
1974Doth half that glory to the sober West
1975As those two mourning eyes become thy face:
1976Oh, let it then as well beseem thy heart
1977To mourn for me, since mourning doth thee grace,
1978And suit thy pity like in every part.
1979 Then will I swear beauty herself is black,
1980 And all they foul that thy complexion lack.
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1982Beshrew that heart that makes my heart to groan
1983For that deep wound it gives my friend and me;
1984Is't not enough to torture me alone,
1985But slave to slavery my sweet'st friend must be?
1986Me from myself thy cruel eye hath taken,
1987And my next self thou harder hast engrossed.
1988Of him, myself, and thee I am forsaken,
1989A torment thrice threefold thus to be crossed.
1990Prison my heart in thy steel bosom's ward;
1991But then my friend's heart let my poor heart bail.
1992Whoe'er keeps me, let my heart be his guard;
1993Thou canst not then use rigor in my jail.
1994 And yet thou wilt, for I being pent in thee,
1995 Perforce am thine, and all that is in me.
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1997So now I have confessed that he is thine,
1998And I myself am mortgaged to thy will,
1999Myself I'll forfeit, so that other mine
2000Thou wilt restore to be my comfort still;
2001But thou wilt not, nor he will not be free,
2002For thou art covetous, and he is kind;
2003He learned but surety-like to write for me,
2004Under that bond that him as fast doth bind.
2005The statute of thy beauty thou wilt take,
2006Thou usurer, that put'st forth all to use,
2007And sue a friend, came debtor for my sake;
2008So him I lose through my unkind abuse.
2009 Him have I lost; thou hast both him and me;
2010 He pays the whole, and yet am I not free.
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2012Whoever hath her wish, thou hast thy Will,
2013And Will to boot, and Will in overplus;
2014More than enough am I, that vex thee still,
2015To thy sweet will making addition thus.
2016Wilt thou, whose will is large and spacious,
2017Not once vouchsafe to hide my will in thine?
2018Shall will in others seem right gracious,
2019And in my will no fair acceptance shine?
2020The sea, all water, yet receives rain still,
2021And in abundance addeth to his store;
2022So thou, being rich in Will, add to thy Will
2023One will of mine, to make thy large Will more.
2024 Let no unkind no fair beseechers kill;
2025 Think all but one, and me in that one Will.
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2027If thy soul check thee that I come so near,
2028Swear to thy blind soul that I was thy Will,
2029And will, thy soul knows, is admitted there;
2030Thus far for love my love-suit sweet fulfil.
2031Will will fulfil the treasure of thy love,
2032Ay, fill it full with wills, and my will one;
2033In things of great receipt with ease we prove
2034Among a number one is reckoned none.
2035Then in the number let me pass untold,
2036Though in thy store's account I one must be.
2037For nothing hold me, so it please thee hold
2038That nothing, me, a something sweet to thee.
2039 Make but my name thy love, and love that still,
2040 And then thou lov'st me, for my name is Will.
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2042Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes,
2043That they behold, and see not what they see?
2044They know what beauty is, see where it lies,
2045Yet what the best is, take the worst to be.
2046If eyes, corrupt by over-partial looks,
2047Be anchored in the bay where all men ride,
2048Why of eyes' falsehood hast thou forgèd hooks,
2049Whereto the judgment of my heart is tied?
2050Why should my heart think that a several plot
2051Which my heart knows the wide world's common place?
2052Or mine eyes, seeing this, say this is not,
2053To put fair truth upon so foul a face?
2054 In things right true my heart and eyes have erred,
2055 And to this false plague are they now transferred.
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2057When my love swears that she is made of truth,
2058I do believe her, though I know she lies,
2059That she might think me some untutored youth
2060Unlearnèd in the world's false subtleties.
2061Thus vainly thinking that she thinks me young,
2062Although she knows my days are past the best,
2063Simply I credit her false-speaking tongue;
2064On both sides thus is simple truth suppressed.
2065But wherefore says she not she is unjust?
2066And wherefore say not I that I am old?
2067O love's best habit is in seeming trust,
2068And age in love loves not to have years told.
2069 Therefore I lie with her, and she with me,
2070 And in our faults by lies we flattered be.
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2072O call not me to justify the wrong
2073That thy unkindness lays upon my heart;
2074Wound me not with thine eye but with thy tongue;
2075Use power with power, and slay me not by art.
2076Tell me thou lov'st elsewhere; but in my sight,
2077Dear heart, forbear to glance thine eye aside.
2078What need'st thou wound with cunning, when thy might
2079Is more than my o'erpressed defense can bide?
2080Let me excuse thee: ah, my love well knows
2081Her pretty looks have been mine enemies,
2082And therefore from my face she turns my foes
2083That they elsewhere might dart their injuries.
2084 Yet do not so, but since I am near slain,
2085 Kill me outright with looks, and rid my pain.
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2087Be wise as thou art cruel, do not press
2088My tongue-tied patience with too much disdain,
2089Lest sorrow lend me words, and words express
2090The manner of my pity-wanting pain.
2091If I might teach thee wit, better it were,
2092Though not to love, yet love to tell me so,
2093As testy sick men, when their deaths be near,
2094No news but health from their physicians know.
2095For if I should despair, I should grow mad,
2096And in my madness might speak ill of thee;
2097Now this ill-wresting world is grown so bad,
2098Mad slanderers by mad ears believed be.
2099 That I may not be so, nor thou belied,
2100 Bear thine eyes straight, though thy proud heart go wide.
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2102In faith, I do not love thee with mine eyes,
2103For they in thee a thousand errors note;
2104But 'tis my heart that loves what they despise,
2105Who in despite of view is pleased to dote.
2106Nor are mine ears with thy tongue's tune delighted,
2107Nor tender feeling to base touches prone,
2108Nor taste, nor smell, desire to be invited
2109To any sensual feast with thee alone:
2110But my five wits, nor my five senses, can
2111Dissuade one foolish heart from serving thee,
2112Who leaves unswayed the likeness of a man,
2113Thy proud heart's slave and vassal wretch to be:
2114 Only my plague thus far I count my gain,
2115 That she that makes me sin, awards me pain.
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2117Love is my sin, and thy dear virtue hate,
2118Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving;
2119Oh, but with mine compare thou thine own state,
2120And thou shalt find it merits not reproving;
2121Or if it do, not from those lips of thine,
2122That have profaned their scarlet ornaments,
2123And sealed false bonds of love as oft as mine,
2124Robbed others' beds' revenues of their rents.
2125Be it lawful I love thee as thou lov'st those
2126Whom thine eyes woo, as mine importune thee,
2127Root pity in thy heart, that when it grows,
2128Thy pity may deserve to pitied be.
2129 If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide,
2130 By self-example mayst thou be denied.
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2132Lo, as a careful housewife runs to catch
2133One of her feathered creatures broke away,
2134Sets down her babe, and makes all swift dispatch
2135In pursuit of the thing she would have stay;
2136Whilst her neglected child holds her in chase,
2137Cries to catch her whose busy care is bent
2138To follow that which flies before her face,
2139Not prizing her poor infant's discontent:
2140So run'st thou after that which flies from thee,
2141Whilst I, thy babe, chase thee afar behind.
2142But if thou catch thy hope, turn back to me,
2143And play the mother's part, kiss me, be kind.
2144 So will I pray that thou mayst have thy Will,
2145 If thou turn back and my loud crying still.
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2147Two loves I have, of comfort and despair,
2148Which, like two spirits, do suggest me still:
2149The better angel is a man right fair,
2150The worser spirit a woman colored ill.
2151To win me soon to hell my female evil
2152Tempteth my better angel from my side,
2153And would corrupt my saint to be a devil,
2154Wooing his purity with her foul pride.
2155And whether that my angel be turned fiend
2156Suspect I may, yet not directly tell;
2157But being both from me, both to each friend,
2158I guess one angel in another's hell.
2159Yet this shall I ne'er know, but live in doubt,
2160Till my bad angel fire my good one out.
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2162Those lips that Love's own hand did make
2163Breathed forth the sound that said "I hate,"
2164To me, that languished for her sake;
2165But when she saw my woeful state,
2166Straight in her heart did mercy come,
2167Chiding that tongue that, ever sweet,
2168Was used in giving gentle doom,
2169And taught it thus anew to greet:
2170"I hate" she altered with an end
2171That followed it as gentle day
2172Doth follow night who, like a fiend,
2173From heaven to hell is flown away.
2174 "I hate" from "hate" away she threw,
2175 And saved my life, saying "not you."
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2177Poor soul, the centre of my sinful earth,
2178Thrall to these rebel powers that thee array,
2179Why dost thou pine within and suffer dearth,
2180Painting thy outward walls so costly gay?
2181Why so large cost, having so short a lease,
2182Dost thou upon thy fading mansion spend?
2183Shall worms, inheritors of this excess,
2184Eat up thy charge? Is this thy body's end?
2185Then soul, live thou upon thy servant's loss,
2186And let that pine to aggravate thy store;
2187Buy terms divine in selling hours of dross,
2188Within be fed, without be rich no more.
2189 So shalt thou feed on death, that feeds on men,
2190 And death once dead, there's no more dying then.
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2192My love is as a fever, longing still
2193For that which longer nurseth the disease,
2194Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill,
2195Th'uncertain sickly appetite to please:
2196My reason, the physician to my love,
2197Angry that his prescriptions are not kept,
2198Hath left me, and I desperate now approve
2199Desire is death, which physic did except.
2200Past cure I am, now reason is past care,
2201And frantic-mad with evermore unrest,
2202My thoughts and my discourse as madmen's are,
2203At random from the truth vainly expressed.
2204 For I have sworn thee fair, and thought thee bright,
2205 Who art as black as hell, as dark as night.
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2207O me! What eyes hath love put in my head,
2208Which have no correspondence with true sight?
2209Or if they have, where is my judgment fled,
2210That censures falsely what they see aright?
2211If that be fair whereon my false eyes dote,
2212What means the world to say it is not so?
2213If it be not, then love doth well denote,
2214Love's eye is not so true as all men's no,
2215How can it? O how can love's eye be true,
2216That is so vexed with watching and with tears?
2217No marvel then though I mistake my view:
2218The sun itself sees not, till heaven clears.
2219 O cunning love, with tears thou keep'st me blind,
2220 Lest eyes well-seeing thy foul faults should find.
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2222Canst thou, O cruel, say I love thee not,
2223When I against myself with thee partake?
2224Do I not think on thee, when I forgot
2225Am of myself--all, tyrant, for thy sake?
2226Who hateth thee, that I do call my friend?
2227On whom frown'st thou, that I do fawn upon?
2228Nay, if thou lour'st on me, do I not spend
2229Revenge upon myself with present moan?
2230What merit do I in myself respect
2231That is so proud thy service to despise,
2232When all my best doth worship thy defect,
2233Commanded by the motion of thine eyes?
2234 But, love, hate on, for now I know thy mind:
2235 Those that can see thou lov'st, and I am blind.
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2237O from what power hast thou this powerful might,
2238With insufficiency my heart to sway,
2239To make me give the lie to my true sight,
2240And swear that brightness doth not grace the day?
2241Whence hast thou this becoming of things ill,
2242That in the very refuse of thy deeds
2243There is such strength and warrantise of skill
2244That in my mind thy worst all best exceeds?
2245Who taught thee how to make me love thee more,
2246The more I hear and see just cause of hate?
2247Oh, though I love what others do abhor,
2248With others thou shouldst not abhor my state.
2249 If thy unworthiness raised love in me,
2250 More worthy I to be beloved of thee.
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2252Love is too young to know what conscience is;
2253Yet who knows not conscience is born of love?
2254Then, gentle cheater, urge not my amiss,
2255Lest guilty of my faults thy sweet self prove.
2256For, thou betraying me, I do betray
2257My nobler part to my gross body's treason;
2258My soul doth tell my body that he may
2259Triumph in love; flesh stays no farther reason,
2260But rising at thy name doth point out thee
2261As his triumphant prize. Proud of this pride,
2262He is contented thy poor drudge to be,
2263To stand in thy affairs, fall by thy side.
2264 No want of conscience hold it that I call
2265 Her "love." for whose dear love I rise and fall.
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2267In loving thee thou know'st I am forsworn,
2268But thou art twice forsworn to me love swearing,
2269In act thy bed-vow broke and new faith torn,
2270In vowing new hate after new love bearing.
2271But why of two oaths' breach do I accuse thee,
2272When I break twenty? I am perjured most,
2273For all my vows are oaths but to misuse thee,
2274And all my honest faith in thee is lost.
2275For I have sworn deep oaths of thy deep kindness,
2276Oaths of thy love, thy truth, thy constancy,
2277And to enlighten thee gave eyes to blindness,
2278Or made them swear against the thing they see.
2279 For I have sworn thee fair: more perjured eye,
2280 To swear against the truth so foul a lie.
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2282Cupid laid by his brand, and fell asleep;
2283A maid of Dian's this advantage found,
2284And his love-kindling fire did quickly steep
2285In a cold valley-fountain of that ground,
2286Which borrowed from this holy fire of Love
2287A dateless lively heat still to endure,
2288And grew a seething bath, which yet men prove
2289Against strange maladies a sovereign cure:
2290But at my mistress' eye Love's brand new-fired,
2291The boy for trial needs would touch my breast;
2292I, sick withal, the help of bath desired,
2293And thither hied, a sad distempered guest,
2294 But found no cure; the bath for my help lies
2295 Where Cupid got new fire--my mistress' eyes.
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2297The little love-god lying once asleep,
2298Laid by his side his heart-inflaming brand,
2299Whilst many nymphs that vowed chaste life to keep
2300Came tripping by, but in her maiden hand
2301The fairest votary took up that fire
2302Which many legions of true hearts had warmed;
2303And so the general of hot desire
2304Was, sleeping, by a virgin hand disarmed.
2305This brand she quenched in a cool well by,
2306Which from Love's fire took heat perpetual,
2307Growing a bath and healthful remedy
2308For men diseased, but I, my mistress' thrall,
2309 Came there for cure, and this by that I prove:
2310 Love's fire heats water, water cools not love.